You know when you watch movies likes Goodfellas, Boogie Nights, and you know that somewhere along the lines the end will come and you'll see the demise?

Well, I'm feeling tha that the demise is here. Because I'm about to put on sister christian and start throwing fire crackers around.

But then again, I think it's one of them phases that I have to trudge through before reaching enlightenment.

Now there is where you tell me I'm just fooling myself.

*Comment noted.

Ever listen to Sinatra's "my way?"

Well, regrets - I've had a few...

yada yada.

I just hope whatever spiral I'm headed towards, I'll be able to get outta there and actually be happy.

there.